Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The N Word.

negativity.

LockMeUp.

but dnt throw away the key cuz i'll need to be released next spring....

fuxk yo feelings.

"A gentleman will not insult me and  no man a gentleman can insult me."
-Frederick Douglas


QotD. Sept.6

"Daddy said make you my bitch so i shall.
I will conquer you muthersucka."

--Me.
Love
Isn't
A
Royalty.

It's a Right.

backwards.[old]

evol love.
backwards and forwards i went with myself and you
i gave you the best of me
but never recieved nothing of thee.
she owned your heart and
i borrowed your flesh
it was easy loving you
but now i hate to love because of you.
i hung myself with your words
suicide.
you lied.
i cried
continuosly.
i cant say or do anything anymore.
so fuxk this love.
this evol love.
backwards.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Just Because

Just because I thought after all this time you desereved the truth.

I never loved you.
     at least not like you thought I did.
  
                                Or. Should've.

Since day one I knew we would never be

                               but
        I lead you astray  anyway.

I was seeing someone else

                    Even though I was never really seeing you.

Yea. That whole title thing?
   "I don't do titles." or "I don't do significant others."

I didn't really lie. I just didn't tell the     WHOLE  truth.

Now just because I feel you deserve it.


I'll let you know I screwed a few times on the side.

                     I know I said I wanted to wait til it was right.

All those times we talked and texted,

     those pet names I used but I never called you baby.


That's cause that's reserved.


Just because I thought you deserved the truth,

I don't love you.
I didn't want you.
It's all someone else.


just because this is what he said to me.
I'm sayin it all back to you.