Wednesday, December 22, 2010
fuxk yo feelings.
"A gentleman will not insult me and no man a gentleman can insult me."
-Frederick Douglas
backwards.[old]
evol love.
backwards and forwards i went with myself and you
i gave you the best of me
but never recieved nothing of thee.
she owned your heart and
i borrowed your flesh
it was easy loving you
but now i hate to love because of you.
i hung myself with your words
suicide.
you lied.
i cried
continuosly.
i cant say or do anything anymore.
so fuxk this love.
this evol love.
backwards.
backwards and forwards i went with myself and you
i gave you the best of me
but never recieved nothing of thee.
she owned your heart and
i borrowed your flesh
it was easy loving you
but now i hate to love because of you.
i hung myself with your words
suicide.
you lied.
i cried
continuosly.
i cant say or do anything anymore.
so fuxk this love.
this evol love.
backwards.
Friday, December 17, 2010
Just Because
Just because I thought after all this time you desereved the truth.
I never loved you.
at least not like you thought I did.
Or. Should've.
Since day one I knew we would never be
but
I lead you astray anyway.
I was seeing someone else
Even though I was never really seeing you.
Yea. That whole title thing?
"I don't do titles." or "I don't do significant others."
I didn't really lie. I just didn't tell the WHOLE truth.
Now just because I feel you deserve it.
I'll let you know I screwed a few times on the side.
I know I said I wanted to wait til it was right.
All those times we talked and texted,
those pet names I used but I never called you baby.
That's cause that's reserved.
Just because I thought you deserved the truth,
I don't love you.
I didn't want you.
It's all someone else.
just because this is what he said to me.
I'm sayin it all back to you.
I never loved you.
at least not like you thought I did.
Or. Should've.
Since day one I knew we would never be
but
I lead you astray anyway.
I was seeing someone else
Even though I was never really seeing you.
Yea. That whole title thing?
"I don't do titles." or "I don't do significant others."
I didn't really lie. I just didn't tell the WHOLE truth.
Now just because I feel you deserve it.
I'll let you know I screwed a few times on the side.
I know I said I wanted to wait til it was right.
All those times we talked and texted,
those pet names I used but I never called you baby.
That's cause that's reserved.
Just because I thought you deserved the truth,
I don't love you.
I didn't want you.
It's all someone else.
just because this is what he said to me.
I'm sayin it all back to you.
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